i sit here dwelling deeper and deeper
shredding the heart i once held dear
this misery is intensifying every moment i breath
oh how i would enjoy choking out my life

you sit there playing your games
you say all the things she wants to hear
you steal her heart away from my own
oh how i would enjoy tearing out his eyes

she sits there laughing
she listens to the things he says
she falls from his manipulations
oh how i enjoy looking into her sinister eyes

losing my grip
wishing to mend
drugs arent enough
god please finish me off